(x-posted from myspace)
goddamnitty shit fucking booger garbled asspicking shit fucky BALLSACK RATFARTS!!!!!!!!

I have been wanting to come back to derby.  Now that I quit my second job I was seriously considering it (I want to straighten things up at home first, but soon).  The Derby name that I have been sitting on for MONTHS has been taken.  It wasn't on the fucking roster before.  I checked.  But apparently this girl has been rolling for about two years now SO WHY WASN'T IT ON THE GODDAMN ROSTER!!!! (or why didn't I see it before? GRAH!!!!) *kicking the internet to death with my skates*

GodDAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!  IT WAS PERFECT!!!!  I still might be able to get it, since it's showing up as "low" and "very low" for similar entries but still.  I didn't want to be a variant of a name that someone else had (Mine was spelled differently), I wanted it to be mine.  An original.  It's something that I had come up with and have been keeping a secret since December/January of this year.  But now someone three hours away has it, which makes it worse, it'd be sorta fine if it were California or something. 

This makes me angry. Now I have to start all over.  I didn't want to be Chesty LaBruise anymore and I was going to change it to something more fun, start over.  I supposed I can still try to either get this name or come up with something else, but goddamn it. 

argaigdfpoawiuretpo;aeijhg;iohlkahfgjklahdfkjghadklfjghlksdajfhgliaeuhtilruhgjuhg!!!!!!!

ass monkey codswallop is what this is.  I'm never going to get to sleep now,  I'm so fucking pissed off.  I'm spitting lightning and shooting lasers out of my eyeballs, I'm so fucking ANGRY!!$(U%($UT^P(%IYTUPU *spontaneously combusts*

where's my fucking happy place?  (and my car keys for that matter, those have been MIA for two weeks now....)